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cheats and liars and endings, oh my by matchsticksandflames, literature

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cheats and liars and endings, oh my

I was just another promise you didn't care to keep You, a wishing well I tried to drown myself in I was too hopeful. She was a firecracker, BANG! BANG! and she dragged you away on the night of a new year Your resolution didn't include me. she was all I could think about, you, all I could worry for. I don't know why I bothered, when you clearly never cared about me. Sometimes we just want something too much to care where it comes from, or to look out for ourselves. in other words fuck you

you are a ruin-er. you ruin. by matchsticksandflames, literature

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you are a ruin-er. you ruin.

i want you to rot. you've gone and stopped any feeling she ever could have had so i suppose it's safe to say that you you never gave a fuck about her she was so fragile to begin with and i don't understand why you would want to break her apart snap tear her limbs from their sockets and ruin her insides she was so beautiful inside you were so beautiful outside that's how you forced your way through anyone would be lucky to be around you, you're so goddamned lovely it wasn't fair to her! SHE LOVED YOU! SHE LOVED YOU now she's dead and and you're gone and i want you to rot away in the most painful way possible.

take notes by matchsticksandflames, literature

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take notes

school school school there's pressure FUCK pressure to be the best and to be "popular" and you have to always think think think about every little move you make when you walk walk walk down the hall you've got to be talking to someone at any given moment because what if what if what if someone sees you alone? if you're alone alone alone you're lonely lonely lonely and that screams LOSER.

i write silly poems sometimes and here is one by matchsticksandflames, literature

don't know why i'm scared but by matchsticksandflames, literature

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don't know why i'm scared but

I wish I had a friend that lived close so we could sneak out late at night and take walks in the rain. We could smoke cigarettes and be back before our parents notice we're missing. If you lived near me we could sit on someone's roof and talk about how messed up the world is. We'd draw on each other wiyh sharpies and tell made-up tales about sheep. We could talk about boys and art, clothes and the internet, books and movies, poetry and problems…we'd talk about all the things that make us sad, all our silly teenage angst. And it wouldn't matter that nothing can really be done about it, because as long as we were both upset about it we w

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cheats and liars and endings, oh my by matchsticksandflames, literature

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cheats and liars and endings, oh my

you are a ruin-er. you ruin. by matchsticksandflames, literature

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you are a ruin-er. you ruin.

take notes by matchsticksandflames, literature

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take notes

i write silly poems sometimes and here is one by matchsticksandflames, literature

don't know why i'm scared but by matchsticksandflames, literature

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don't know why i'm scared but

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to love such sparrows. by one-day-i-will-die, literature

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to love such sparrows.

i don't know how to love a bird can't claim to have killed one either kiss me though and i can try it's only child's play if she flies away molting is not about seduction but she's never transformed truthful colors like this owls cannot fly like you so will you wait and throw down a branch on which i might fly away love isn't leaving until the message in the cracked bottle flies downstream on wings born to steal innocents from the cradle won't you come take me with you and could you fly me away

alone by jimbo85, literature

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alone

Do you know what it feels like to be alone? When every day you know you're going to be sad, you know you're going to cry. To walk through the halls, but not be seen. It's like you weren't even born. When you talk, no one hears you. When you cry, no one cares. So, you just sit by yourself all day, and cry, as the world just walks past you. Do you know what that's like? To live every day, feeling as if no one cares. To be alone, like you always knew you would. When will this end? I can't bear to be alone anymore. © jimmy just

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Alone by EnslavedToBitterness, literature

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Alone

It was eight or nine years ago My parents got into a fight I was completely left outside Unnoticed by others Alone I sat In the dark windy night I stood up into the darkened sky And counted the little shiny stars The full moon glowed above me Comforted me in its warmth's shadow I faintly smiled to myself And lowered my head down Tiny drops of rain fell from my face And so the darkness became my only friend It filled my heart with more emptiness It crawled through my skin and dug a hole inside of me It was then; I first felt the loneliness of being alone It was then; I found the joy in this gifted emotion It was then; I cheri

Im afraid by Kotman, literature

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Im afraid

I'm afraid of sleeping Because sleep brings the dreams. I'm afraid of waking up Because of all the screams I'm afraid of all these feelings Because feeling brings the pain. I'm afraid of having no feeling Because then id achieve no gain. I'm afraid of what my eyes see Because they see nothing but lies I'm afraid of coming out of here Because I wouldn't have my disguise. I'm afraid of you Because I love you so I'm always afraid of losing you Because I had to go. I'm afraid of drowning here Because my tears are filling up fast I'm afraid that I will loose you Because what we once had didn't last. I'm afraid of myself Becaus

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that one day it snowed in january by matchsticksandflames, visual art

that one day it snowed in january

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Sep 27
United States
Deviant for 13 years
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i'm emmen and people leave me alone alot and i like poetry i'm kind of lame but it's okay

Current Residence: hell, virginia
deviantWEAR sizing preference: S/M
Favourite genre of music: alternative, indie, rock, trock, whatever isn't horrid
Favourite style of art: photography, drawings, anime, poetry
MP3 player of choice: the little chubby iPod nano or the big classic one.

Favourite Movies

It's Kind Of A Funny Story, Paper Heart, 30 Minutes Or Less

Favourite TV Shows

workaholics, skins uk

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Nirvana, Dead Man's Bones, The Smiths, dubstep

Favourite Books

like we care, perks of being a wallflower, looking for alaska

Favourite Games

hide and seek.

Tools of the Trade

pencil...paper...pen?

Other Interests

music, anime, reading, drawing, sitting in the cemetary, drinking coffee, pretty people, hair, cooking, taking pictures, etc etc.

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matchsticksandflames

Dec 1, 2011

gray

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heehee i'm looking at my belly right now and i wish people were here but becca has lots of homework and oh shit it's like ten o'clock i should've done my math my teacher will fucking yell at me tomorrow ouchhh i will wake up early---no i can't do that i'll just never sleep too much work too much effort when i am really sad and lonely and today was the no guts no glory in baltimore and i couldn't go and idk i tried to eat a lot and stick my finger down my throat but all that happened was that i spit a little and got hiccups lately people have been blowing me off (i mean that always happens but now it's from people i didn't expect it from) an

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matchsticksandflames

Oct 30, 2011

goddamn, i never update this anymore...sorry!

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so, i went to my friend's birthday party yesterday and it was super fun. jared and bryce are my spirit animals, they're fucking hilarious. my hair grew out a lot, i'm happy about that. it snowed also, and it's not even halloween yet, and that means i have to wear more clothes. idk, nothing really happened. but i will see shannon very very soon, like less than two weeks soon, and i'm so fucking excited i love her! we'll be seeing pierce the veil together in pomona, california. message me if you'll be there(: oh, and shannon and i send each other letters like "dear friend" and "love always" like in perks of being a wallflower because we bot

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matchsticksandflames

Sep 7, 2011

so i started school last week

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school sucks dick this kid has a crush on me and i don't like him back i wish he would stop trying to sit next to me in art class peter cheated on my friend erin and and everyone knows and he sucks stupid peter going to see p!atd @ the 930 club in dc on halloween gonna see ptv with ~one-day-i-will-die (https://www.deviantart.com/one-day-i-will-die) in pomona on november 11th :heart: oh also i finished The Hard Times Of Rj Berger over the weekend and i'm confused, is there going to be a third season or not?